Little Girl Lost - Hello

October · Joined: 03 May 2011 Posts: 32 Location: East of England

Hai.
So for all intense and purposes I am October. Feel free to call me Toby. I am unsure exactly to what I am supposed to write here. And I am kinda shy and likely to babble so... I am 26 years old. I have had many paranormal experiences throughout my life, I have been told by a medium I was 'one of the chosen ones' and boy that was a scary moment. Although she was a lovely lady, it's an entirely heavy statement. I feel very strange this morning and like, had sort of flashbacks to all of my experiences due to a film I watched. And I felt like... I have never talked with people who might understand about them. You know. I mean I have told friends but not really any of them understand or have had these experiences too. I thought I may try find people that can understand. Maybe I won't just be the freaky kid here. *Shrugs .///. It's not what people debate over cornflakes is it? Or lunch or Dinner. A lot of people won't talk on it and again some will but don't understand through my experience. I'm like just on and haven't looked around fully yet, But I wanted to say Hi. Maybe I will find something here. Whether it be acceptance or understanding, maybe even guidance. Who knows. Anyway I think that's plenty enough of my nervous warbling. Nice to meet you guys, and i hope you are all okay. :) Look forward to talking to you. ^u^ Take care , Toby x

flossy · Posted: Wed May 04, 2011 12:37 am Post subject:

hi toby, welcome to the forum Wink

i hope you find what your looking for Smile

would you care to share some of your experiences with us Wink

October · Joined: 03 May 2011 Posts: 32 Location: East of England

Thank you Flossy. And yes I guess I would. I am just peeking through topics and wandering where I should put them to be honest hun. Smile

thecactus · Joined: 07 Mar 2011 Posts: 3196 Location: Northern Ireland

Hi and welcome - feel free to share your experiences here

October · Joined: 03 May 2011 Posts: 32 Location: East of England

Like right here? And Thank you very much Cactus.

flossy · Posted: Wed May 04, 2011 12:54 am Post subject:

put it in the paranormal thread under "Talk about your experiences" Wink

October · Joined: 03 May 2011 Posts: 32 Location: East of England

Okays Thankyou Flossy. x

thecactus · Joined: 07 Mar 2011 Posts: 3196 Location: Northern Ireland

wherever you want Toby - are they all spirit related or do you think you are psychic? or have you ever witnessed a ufo etc...

Before I would have been synical about your medium claim but check out this thread on it:

http://www.worldofghosts.co.uk/viewtopic.php?t=4088

October · Joined: 03 May 2011 Posts: 32 Location: East of England

I have many experiences that are spiritual I have started to list them i a post. But it is very overwhelming to fit them in one if you understand and I think the size of it was daunting as it is. And it has come up of my being psychic many a time. Some dreams being of true things I did not of. I also met someone who reads peoples belongings, she said she thought I would be good at it and to try. I felt ridiculous but I did, And I picked up stuff she hadn't told anyone let alone I could have guessed. From the her grannys budgie to a child she had lost on her other daughters birthday. I saw things in the ring and words in my mind. It was super odd. I have only tried two or three times and have always seemed good at it. I am skeptical Cactus in fact I am a bit of a cynic. But I can only go from what I have experienced. Sometimes I will sing a song walking down the street and then it will be playing on the radio in the cafe i walk into or in a passig car. It could be coincedence of course, but it happens alot. Or I will think something and then someone will say it or talk on that topic. I push it aside as just coincedence. I know when people are lying. Can't explain how, I just do. I can sense if a person is good or bad ad I am extremely good at reading people , not only from behaviour or mannerisms but sometimes i can tell things about a person just by looking at them. That woman medium was good. I was careful not to give anything away and she didn't ask for much. When she told me of my children I would have, I could see them. And she surprised me over and over. I feel like I need to go back to her, as some years have passed ad I would like to hear what she has to say now. Am I psychic? She thinks so. I think I could be, It's pretty odd and a little scary. But there has been so many occurences and experiences, I would be silly to just ignore them all. She said i would be world famous medium, i flat out laughed ad told her no. She said that is how she rected whe she was told. But she said I need to get out there, go to courses and groups to concentrate on my gifts. I haven't done anything. She said I would be up on stage public speaking about my work/gift/book. It all terrified me If I'm honest I am a shy person. I couldn't see it happening. Rolling Eyes

But who knows right? I have learnt from my life so far, you can never guess what happens next... Shocked

Also I read your link and can quite believe it.

Toby x

thecactus · Joined: 07 Mar 2011 Posts: 3196 Location: Northern Ireland

who was the medium and how much did she charge?

October · Joined: 03 May 2011 Posts: 32 Location: East of England

There is a big part of me that says coincidence, but I also consider it could be we are maybe on a higher level of conscience than we realise.

October · Joined: 03 May 2011 Posts: 32 Location: East of England

Oh and she is a local lady and around 30 pound I believe.