the time i will never forget, first part

kenvrickson · Joined: 08 Jan 2011 Posts: 14

A few years ago when i was a budhist for my final days as well being very normal before i completely changed due to mental ilnesses. I was in my bedroom praying but then felt a horrible presence and looked behind me a grey figure seemed to appear and vanish,i was trying to blink away and change my state of mind to see if there was something wrong with my eyes or mind, but i knew this was not just some ilusion, following that i then looked out of my window to see my reflection had turned into an evil looking boy, i quickly looked away wondering what on earth was going on, hiding under the covers i went to sleep, then came the nightmare, i was riding a motorbike with two strangers on the wrong side of the road up to scotland, as we got there, the 3 of us crashed of a cliff, i woke up alive at the bottom and there was 9 black robed hooded figures standing around a pile of motorbikes on fire, wondering what happened to my freinds, i went to try and talk to the figures, i looked under their hoods to try and talk to one, he made no noise, he had no emotion, and seemed to have no blood, i remember from here a freind came to reascue me, he was like a guide taking me through life till eventually he took me to my old highschool, it was on fire, but mostly smoke came out from it, as i walked into the school, i walked through the corridoor and the students were sitting against the wall whilst the teaches were eating their intestines, they looked at me, blood on their mouth, sharp teeth, smiled and laughed as i went by, till i got to the end of the corridoor, the same boy i saw in the window reflection before i went to sleep aproached me and starting to abuse me with horrible words and phrases, i held in my anger till he showed me a picture of him killing my mum as i got back outside, i lost it and grabbed his throat, on that moment, he did a demonic scream, turned grey and vomitted blood and fluid on to me and called his freinds, just his age to come and kill me, i was frozen and could not move, till my friends came along and held them of, in the distance was a bright light, i ran and woke up, from there i got the feeling that my life ahead of me was not going to be good, it it most certainly was no. I will continue this in a different section when my dreams started to become reality.

I would still like to hear your opinions on what this dream meant and what you thought i saw, even though i would be stupid to deny what all this was when you hear what happens afterwards. Now some people will say mental illnesses, now those comments i will understand, as i learned the ways of mental illnesses through 5 years of deep depression and madness. Thats one side of it. I realy want to hear your opinions on the otherside of things, more interesting and cool lol .

bitterbuck1 · Posted: Tue Feb 01, 2011 9:13 am Post subject:

Damn Kevin, that was one heck of an awful dream!
Personally I can't tell you anything about it nor
would I even try.

Are your dreams usually this horrifying?
If they are, I would give up sleeping. Smile

Maybe someone can help you decipher this.
I'd like to hear what they come up with.

Thanks for sharing......

kenvrickson · Joined: 08 Jan 2011 Posts: 14

i tend to have dreams like this now very commonly, maybe 3 times a week, the bad thing is is that they a beggining to feel more and more real, which was problems for me in the past because i began to loose sense with reality as i could barely tell the difference between the real world and the dream world, these are not ordinary dreams i tend to have as i always go into a dream state which can last for hours and hours, it feels wierd when i wake up i can barely move my body maybe because of the tense fear.

thecactus · Joined: 07 Mar 2011 Posts: 3196 Location: Northern Ireland

just a madman dreaming Laughing

James mark trinity · Joined: 19 Mar 2012 Posts: 27

He...he...he....he...heeeeee.. Twisted Evil

It says! as i said it before, now i want to said it again, first dream! it's mean nothing, dont scare out of yourself, if the same dream it's happen over & over again, it's mean something, & that is something is warning you, all these is dealth to your own past life, what you did & what did you do in the past, presence & future, it will be recorder, no escape what so ever we commit for our wrong deed....he....he....heeeeeee..anyway did you dream about me in your good sleep.....he....he.....heeeeeee... Twisted Evil